The Raiders’ first victory of the season towards the Broncos did not soothe Munford’s thoughts. He discovered himself within a psychological hell, with 13 video games remaining within the season. One factor turned clear to him: he wanted assist.
Soccer had at all times been an outlet for the 6-foot-6, 320-pounder. He describes himself as an introvert, however on the soccer subject he is capable of remodel right into a brash, bruising participant, imposing his will on others. He was a extremely touted four-star recruit hailing from Cincinnati, Ohio. Early in his soccer profession, he was going out with the mission of “making an attempt to harm any person the perfect I may, as a result of I had all this constructed up power I did not know learn how to management.”
He credit his mother and father for serving to him navigate his pent-up aggression on the sector. Nonetheless, as he left for faculty and finally the NFL, it turned a particularly tough job to regulate. He realized his assist circle needed to transcend his mother and father.
“Jermaine Eluemunor, Kolton Miller and Andre James – they actually helped me out neglect about soccer,” Munford stated. “I did not deliver a lot as much as them, however made me neglect about soccer. I additionally talked about a few of my household stuff with Dylan Parham. We’re draft classmates and going by means of a number of the similar stuff. He would simply inform me, ‘It could be all good, it is our rookie yr and we do not know learn how to deal with stuff fairly but. Let’s simply take it someday at a time.’
“[Assistant offensive line coach] Cam Clemmons and Jean Fajardo, our staff psychologist – they helped me out a lot mentally. For a few weeks after that Broncos sport, I used to be not in a very good place in any respect. In order that they scheduled for us to have conferences on daily basis after observe to see the place I used to be, and if it wasn’t good we would speak about it. And outdoors of soccer I would speak to my fiancé and she or he positively helped me out quite a bit with sure issues. DeAngelo Shears and Montelle Sanders [in player engagement], additionally they knew what was happening with me mentally.
“Having that assist system round me making an attempt to assist me out mentally [to] get by means of the yr and people lengthy, laborious days was good.”